This initiation gives you so much self love. Because a lack of self love is something that almost everyone has to deal with. We all sometimes feel like we don't belong, like we're not good enough, not pretty or smart enough. These feelings are normal and to some extent healthy. People who never doubt themselves, who believe they are 100% perfect,  emotionally unhealthy and it_cc781905-5cde-3194-bb3b-139bad5cf_58d_can even bb3b-136bad5cf58d_suffering from delusions. So the most important thing is to learn how to love yourself, despite your imperfections and mistakes. Nobody is perfect. And if you think about it, would the world be a boring place if everyone was perfect and the same?
 
Because personal attention is important to me, I personally pass on all initiations.